For some reason New Year's was a hard holiday for me. I think it is because it is the end of the holiday season and signifies returning to normal life. I was having a hard time with goals because I have been feeling lately that I am not doing enough or that I am not doing good enough at what I am doing. I was reminded yesterday that we can't do it on our own. Through the Savior is the only way I will ever be perfect, I have to constantly be reminded of that. Every day may not go exactly as I have planned, but as long as I continue to do better and learn from my experiences I don't need to worry. So far I have only decided on one goal and that is to be more organized. I am not going to worry about each detail, I am just going to focus on organizing little by little and enjoying the moment, especially with Logan, because he grows so quickly.
I love my life right now. Logan got these blocks for Christmas, because I wanted to be able to play them with him. The other day we played and I would stack as many as I could on top of each other before he could knock them down. We did this over and over and he laughed and laughed to the point of hysteria. I loved it.